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Instead of...

(A Lockdown Lament)

Instead of studying, revising,

Working hours upon focused hours

We drag our tired brains

To the computer

Completing what is necessary

And then collapse

Exhausted by the imposed

Structure and normality

Instead of partying, dancing,

Drinking in the way that is unwise

But totally necessary at our age

We have to hold back

On that comforting hot chocolate

Because without leaving the house

More conscious efforts

Have to be made

To maintain a healthy shape

Instead of discovering, appreciating,

Learning our place in this world

We are left to our screens

That have been demonised by our elders

As our lifeline to our friends,

And the normal we try to maintain

Holding onto it greedily

In hands that could do

with another bout of sanitiser

Instead of thriving, living,

We exist out of necessity

Hand washing; now a survival technique

Avoiding the news; a preservation of our mental health

Some of the fear

Is outdone

By the kindness

But the endless questions

Just leave me craving sleep



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